Memory

第一篇，不写太纠结的东西，发个歌词，感慨一下，无意路过请自便。

midnight

not a sound from the pavement

has the moon lost her memory?

she is smiling alone

in the lamplight the withered leaves collect at my feet

and the wind begins to moan

memory all alone in the moonlight

i can smile at the old days

life was beautiful then

i remember the time i knew what happiness was

let the memory live again

every street lamp seems to beat

a fatalistic warning

someone mutters and a street lamp gutters

and soon it will be morning

day light i must wait for the sunrise

i must think of a new life

and i mustn't give in

when the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too

and a new day will begin

burnt out ends of smoky days

the stale cold smell of morning

the street lamp dies another night is over

another day is dawning

touch me

it's so easy to leave me

all alone with my memory

of my days in the sun

if you touch me

you'll understand what happiness is

look a new day has begun ...

其实，第一次发现这一段竟然是这种感觉，很奇妙，很难讲。听到的那一瞬间，胸口就好像被人狠狠地打了一下。我所做的这些万般无奈的决定，谁能明白？

我只是想要维持我最后的一点尊严，用这样一种告别，成全我有始有终的感情。

我终于明白天蝎座的女生到底是怎样，原来我真的没有那么无私那么善良，我不允许自己被欺骗被玩弄甚至被侮辱，所以只好这样了。

我不难过，真的，只是有一点伤感，没有预料到那些话可以被那么轻易地说出来，而说话的人永远都不会知道那些话对我来说是怎样毁灭性的打击。

只是，与以前不同，这一次，我是真的在平静地走过，不哭不难过，我过得很好，找到自己该过的生活，也终于明白自己想要的是什么。

所以，无论如何，谢谢吧……

I'll be fine.